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again i havent been on top of this again, so i will now do the 3 days i have missed in a row.
my dreams: i dont really know what to write for this one, all i can say is all i hope for is for a successful job, loving non-cheating husband and some kids hopefully in the future. i see too many family breaking up recently due to affairs and i hope that this doesnt happen to me! another thing i have dreamt & really want to do is to go to new york for my 21st birthday. i loved it the first time i went and really want to go again, this would deffo be a birthday to remember.
a stranger: hello stranger, i hope you see my blog and think i am an interesting person and not like everybody else, but to be honest you wont. i hope you find me pleasant but you might not. but nevertheless i am not bothered.
ex boyfriend: i want to say thank you for how you treated me. you showed me how much of an arsehole you truely were and how i was to Ben. i got mugged by you and i am truely grateful as i wish to be never treated or treat someone like that ever again. ex’s are an example of who you shouldnt be with next and you deffo wasnt. i dont feel anything to you anymore & good job…!
so as i was busy yesterday i decided i better combined these 2 as tbh they are quite similar. i get on well with all my family, we are a unit but like any other we have the biggest fights ever! i tell my mum quite alot eventhough i dont see her as much as i used too and my brother eventhough hes a twat we get on really well, we go shopping together, gigs all sorts, its good being able to do that!
my love (Taken with Instagram)
well my crush is kinda of my boyfriend but i have got a soft spot for a few people. there is a few good looking lads in my town and its hard not to look but i wouldnt ever do anything to Ben. i suppose my crush really is jamie t, sounds stupid but he is such a beautiful man. i love his music and i was lucky enough to meet him when i went to his gig! i was completelty startstruck, my heart racing but he gave me a cuddle & had a photo and when he was on stage kept grabbing my hand and pointing at me. he will forever be my crush!
there is a few people in this world who i love & also a few i cannot stand! at the moment i am surrounded by people who couldnt really care about their future. the moaning about jobs, money & college are just a regular thing but when you are surrounded by negative thoughts all the time, it makes you start to wonder.
at the moment i have about 3 weeks left at college. i have a week to complete my outfits then 2 weeks until the fashion show. its so stressful but after that i have nothing else to really worry about.
i have 2 jobs and have a min of 24 hours a week, i dont have to worry about money but its a key thing. i know if i balls it up when im young, i could fuck everything else too. i suppose im kinda living my life old.
the only thing which is kinda shit is my social life. i spend 5 days a week at work and when im not, i just wanna be on my own. i dont really have many friends and thats why i cant be bothered to make the effort anymore.
Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear Dampy, Happy Birthday to you ;) xo♥
there is nothing better in this world when you have nothing to do, nothing to worry about and dont need to spend a penny. i love the days when i can spend all day in my room with my dogs looking at endless amounts of shit status’, blogs, clothes sites. its starting to sink in now, ive actually 20 next week and going to be a proper adult soon. im going to have to start saving for my own house etc soon and its quite scary! if i won the lottery that would solve everything but got to be realistic!
thankfully ive only got a few months at college then i can work more :) probally all nighters.